Marina & The Diamonds

Uhh

I was looking around my livejournal and accidentally deleted some messages without checking them.. if there was anything important..
I feel incredibly nostalgic. My Beatles mania is ruined forever and since them nothing has really managed to grab my attention like that. I just want to be obsessed again but.. I can't. And that makes me sadder with every passing day. Also seeing all of the lovely people from j<3p that I used to talk with.. and the whole community. And livejournal as a whole. It's just so silent with all other sites like tumblr and facebook, and while I love tumblr sometimes I really miss the community that was here. I feel like here you could actually get to know a person.. you could share.
Ehh don't mind me, I'm just incredibly nostalgic and this is one of the little sites left where there are no friends from RL because I really don't want them reading this.
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Marina &amp; The Diamonds

IS THIS A POST??

Why yes, yes it is.
Just letting everyone of you 5 people that I am here, only lurking on ontd.
Also I was accepted at Westminster university so from September I will be in LONDOOON >3<

Okay back to my scheduled silence.
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Soon, soon 8D

Okay gaiz.
I have this major Star Trek/Star Wars/Yu-gi-oh/american idol/anything else Spam dump coming in a few days 8D YAY 

*goes back to lurk-mode*

BTW I'm making this friends only soon 8D
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Marina

Just.. wow

I just want to get this out, kay ;_;


Today while I was browsing Roliana online I remembered about a set named Tainted Radiance. It was named for a user that died..
I decided to read the article again.. and cried, it's so sad. Really. She was a great girl.. although I didn't know her.
I searched for her profile and found and Oh god I saw her posts a day before she died.
It was like....
When you imagine the person you're talking with, a nice healthy young person and the next day.. oh god.
I mean my grandma died too.. but for her.. well it's personal but we knew it would happen. Although she was young.. ti die.
But here.. when death comes so unexpectedly. It's just...
I can't shake it off. It's strange, I guess it touched me how everyone who knew her told she was great. Sad ..
And now looking at the thread.. how those people continued on not knowing about her. I mean I don't want to accuse them..
It's just how things like that happen.. it's tragic.

Just imagining something like that happening to my closest friends IRL or not.. I know I shouldn't but can't help it.

I just can't help but wish her peace and rest!

Now drama aside:
I have to draw 3 KaiJou pictures, omg so awesome, kay.